Don't you just hate it when a good day goes bad and just carries on getting worse and worse and worse! No matter how hard you try, to pull yourself out of the funk, no matter how hard you try to make the right decisions - the decisions that will make things better rather than worse - you can't, you don't and the day gets blacker and darker and just plain horrible.
You guessed it, I have had one of those days! And the thing is it should have been a great day, it should have been Top of the Pops.
Now I know we must take responsibility for our actions and I know we can't blame everything on Sun Spots and Ascension Symptoms and Karmic Returns but today got me thinking. What if sometimes, when we have these chest crushing, this is the worst day of my life, I want to end it all days which come from no where and blow up from nothing, what if what we are reacting to is not us, or them but rather the all. If we are all one, aligned and connected then maybe just sometimes our reactions are symptomatic of what the world is feeling, maybe we are a barometer for the pain and predicament of the world and the truth behind the fact that we want to end it all is because the world does, or a huge amount of people do!? Maybe the reason why the world seems black and our hearts seem to be dying inside us is because someone, somewhere out there is having the real day from he'll and we are just ... Helping to pick up the tab.
A spiritual teacher of mine once mentioned something like this to me once, told me that there where certain people, spiritual people, in the world who would help those suffering carry the burden of their fears and pain. I just never imagined I might be one of them, never wanted to be, still don't want to be and maybe I'm I'm not! But maybe you are!!!
So ... What to do (as Guru used to say) well there's the Soul - we can always turn to him or her and then there's the Divine and the Angels and the Masters and if all else fails go for a long walk, have a nap and apologise! Because not matter what is going on your husband/boyfriend/best friend/mother isn't probably going to buy your hippy new age excuse of you carrying the weight of the world upon your shoulders, no matter how true it might be!
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